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Thursday, February 21, 2008

<<=M=H=O=>> MAI KYA KARU......?????

               Hi! mera naam jayashri hai, mai ek ladkese bahot pyar karti thi,uska naam Alok sharma.hum shadi bhi karna chah rahe the,jitna mai alok ko pasand karti thi,utna alok bhi mujhe karta tha..Ek din mere didi ko humare pyaar ke bare me pata chala,didi alok ko janti thi usne alok ko call kiya aur pucha jayu aur tum ek dusarese pyaar karte ho,to alok ne han kaha..o,boli ok to shadi kab karne vale ho,alok ne aur maine itna socha nahi tha ki didi hume support karegi..di ne mum-dad ko bataya...dad,mere pe bahot gussa huye..mai chupchap ho gai,papane mere liye ladka dhundna shuru kiya..mai dar gai,dad ko mai apne pyaar k bare me kaise batau..ek din mujhe ladka dekhne ko aa raha tha..maine ye baat alok ko batai,alok ne mujhe us baare me kuch bhi reply nahi diya,usne phone kaat diya..mai pareshan ho gai,kya karu,kaha jau kuch bhi samajme nahi aa raha tha..ladka dekhneki saari rasme puri ho gai..mai apne rum me chali aai,alok ko bahot miss kar rahi thi,par usne cell off kiya tha...meri choti bahen mere paas aai aur boli sabko tu pasand aai..shadi ki baat chal rahi hai,maine aansu pooch liye, mujhe dad ne awaj diya ki munnu tumhe ladke se bat karni hai,mai beena soche ha kaha..maine uska chehra bhi nahi dekha..aur apni bate karna chalu ki,mujhe aisa chahiye,mai aisa karungi,o meri sab baate ko accept kar raha tha,ab kya karu..tab maine use kaha ki i'm sry mai apko pasand nai karti..o kuch nai bola,chalo chalte hai,hum hall me aa gaye sab log humari taraf dekh rahe the,mai andar chali gai..dad ko doubt aa gaya..o us time bole ok fir hum call karke aapko bata denge..o log jane k bad dad mujhe itna kuch kaha,o nai kah sakti.. us din alok ne cell off hi rakha tha,mai khush thi..
              Ek din humare office me ek ladka aaya,loan k bare me bat karne ke liye,usne mujhe dekha aur usko mai bahot pasand aai,us din se lekar o one day after ofice me aane laga,mujhe kuch bhi pata nahi tha..us ladke ne didi se friendship ki only mere liye..uska nam nitin tha,didi se o harroj bate karta tha to didi ki batone mera nam nikalta tha..meri har bat o janne laga..aur usne didi se request ki mai jayu se friendship karna chata hu..didi nitin ko janti thi,to usne mujhe kaha,ki jayu ek ladka hai jo tumse dosti karna chahta hai..acha ladka hai,usse bat karke to dekh,o bahot dinose mere piche laga hai..tu aaj usse bat kar hi le,maine didi ki bat sun li,maine usse bat ki,o mujhe apni life ke bare me sunane laga..rat ke 11pm baje the itne dino k bad alok ka phone aa raha tha,aur o waiting me tha..maine nitin ko alok ka phone aa raha hai,chal bye..mai khush ho gai,par alok ka call nai aaya,bas ek msg aaya itne rat ko kisse bat ho rahi thi..
Nitin ka msg aaya kitne baje mil rahi ho,maine nitin ko time diya,nitin ne mere janamdin pe apni car sajake rakhi thi,aur mere pahele aake mera wait kar raha tha..hum gadi me hi dinbhar ghumte rahe,evening me hum achese hotal me gaye maine usko party di,par usne mujhe ek paisa kharcha karne nahi diya..uske sath rahi to din kaise chala gaya pata hi nahi chala..hum khana kha rahe the,to alok ka phone aane laga..maine pick-up kiya,usne mujhse pucha kahape ho,mai abhi tumhe milna chahta hu,maine usse zhuth kaha ki mai mum k sath baher aai hu.abhi nai mil sakti..o,bola ok to mum ki awaj sunao,maine phone kaat diya,kyonki mera uspe gussa tha...alok ke barbar phone aate rahe o bola phone chalu rahene de..mai sirf awaj sun raha hu,esme nitin ka cell baja usne kaha meri kasam khake bol kaha pe ho,maine kaha mai rush me hu kisika cell baja to mai kya karu,alok mujhe khana bhi khane nahi de raha tha,aur meri sab harkate nitin dekh raha tha..nitin ne alok ko call kiya aur kaha jayu mere sath hai,mai usse bahot pyaar karta hu, tu ab mere rastese hut jao...alok bahot gussa hua,alokne mere didi ko call kiya,aur bataya teri bahense mai shadi nahi karunga..o mere layak nahi hai..o,ab nitin ke sath ghum rahi hai,usko mai kabhi accept nahi karunga..alok fir ruka nahi usne fir dad ko call kiya..aur kaha apki ladki kisi aur k sath ghum rahi hai..aish kar rahi hai,mai ab usse shadi nahi karunga..
              Mere cel pe didi k phone,dad k phone,yahi puch rahe the w r u...mai boar gai,mujhe laga aisa kya maine gunah kiya..jiski mujhe itni saja mil rahi hai...mera janam din mere liye bad gaya..nitin ne alok ko call karke bataya es bat ki mujhe jara si bhi khabar nahi thi..alok ke phone band ho gaye,mai fir akeli ho gai..mera ji ghutne laga,dad bhi mujhe galat samajne lage,merepe koi bhi belive nahi karta tha...baas nitin tha jo mujhe samaj sake...mai jab boar hoti thi,to nitin se bat karti thi,nitin mujhe barbar milne laga..alok ka aur mera pyaar nitin ne dekha tha,fir bhi o mujhe chahta tha,nitin ko laga ki ab jayu aur alok ka rishata puri tarah tut gaya hai,aur todneke piche mera hath hai..nitin ne mujhe pane ke liye na jane alokse kya kya nahi bola..aur alok uski batonme aa gaya..nitin se mai milti thi as a friend es rishte se ye nitin ko pata tha..alok ne mujhe 1saal ke bad milneki ichha chahi..humara rishta tut chuka tha..fir bhi mai milne gai maine ye bat nitin ko batai,ki alok ne mujhe milne bulaya hai..jao,but take care..
es bat ko 2saal ho gaye,nitin mujse abhi bhi bat karta hai,milta hai...Ek din mai nitin k office gai,kuch kam tha..to o apne girlfriend se bate kar raha tha mujhe office me dekhke o dar gaya..bola mere office me kyun aai ho,yaha mat aao,mere dad yaha pe aate rahete hai,usne tumhe dekha to problem ho jayega,aur barbar us ladki ki taraf dekh raha tha..mujhe sab bat samaj me aa gai,aur jab mai nikal padi to usne mujhe call kiya aur bola mere office fir kabhi mat aana,ye acha area nahi hai..nitin,ne mujhe stupid banaya tha,maine usko pucha,o koun hai tumhari to o bola meri apni hai.. matlb kya,to fir bola mere gaon ki hai reletion me aati hai,maine usko us ladki ko apne bahen kahene ko kaha,to usne inkar kiya..aur bola plz,mujhe aajke bad pareshan mat karo..nitin ne mere sath pyaar ka natak kiya hai ye mai samaj gai..aur bina bole chali gai..par mera dil nahi man raha tha,maine ek ladke ko paise dekar uske upar watch rakhneko kaha..us ladkene puri jankari mujhe di..usne kaha,un donoka bahot dinose pyaar hai..aur o ladki unki cast ki nahi hai..mujhe bahot hurt hua,ki nitin ne usko apni kaha aur mujhe parai..mera itna insult karneka matlb,kuch samaj me nahi aaya..maine usko call kiya,aur jo mujhe pata tha,sab usko bataya..o itna pareshan ho gaya,ki use laga ese ye bat kaise pata chali..usne apni mum-dad ki kasam li aur bola mera aur uska koi bhi rishta nai hai,mai sirf tumhe chahta hu..kaise batau tumhe..o fir mujhe stupid bana raha tha..maine use rishta todne hi ab acha hai...usne mujhe fir kabhi contact nahi kiya aur na maine...5 mahine ke bad uska mujhe call aaya aur bola,baas kar ab aur mujhe mat tadapao..plz,aaj agar tum mujhe nahi mili to mera aaj bura hoga,plz cal me, mai usse ek insaniyat k rishte se milne gai..to o beer pi pike patla ho gaya tha..mujhe dekhke aur o pine laga..mujhe kuch samaj me nahi aaya ki ab esko kaise samjaau..maine,use sath dene ka wada kiya..par no pyaar aur no shadi maine use kah diya..kyonki ab mujhe pyaar pe bilkul bharosa nahi tha..bas ek dosti k rishte se use sath dene ka wada kiya..usne ha kah diya..jab bhi mai akeli raheti thi,to mai bahot roti thi,maine khudko saja deni ki kasam khai,aur mai beer pine lagi...ek din beer pite time nitin ka phone aaya to use pata chala meri awaj se ki mai beer pi rahi hu..usne mujhe mujse milne ki request ki, vaise mai akeleme beer pi rahi thi, mujhe kuch log dekh rahe the,mai dar gai,aur nitin ko vaha bula liya..mujhe bahot chadi thi nitin ne kahi baher jane ko kaha, maine kaha pucha to,o bola teri beer to utarni padegi..maine kaha ha, main itna nahi peena chahti par alok ki yaad aa gai..nitin ko gussa aaya..usne kuch kaha nahi bas mere photo nikalte gaya..mujhe sirf awaj aa rahi thi,usne apna kam kar liya..aur barbar mujhe i luv u bol raha tha..usne mujhe coffee pine ko di..mai hosh me aane lagi..maine usko thanks, kaha to o bahot khush tha.. pata nai kyun...usne mujhe ghar ke pas chhod diya,aur o chala gaya..mai ghar gai to mum ko samaj me aa gaya ki aaj ye beer pike aai hai,mum ne dad ko bataya..dad ne mujhe bahot mara,us din khana nahi diya..aur gharse baher nikalrahe the..maine kaha, sry papa galti ho gai ab nahi piungi..papa shant ho gaye,maine socha ki mere liye koi nahi hai..koi mujhe understand nai karta hai..to jeene ka matlb hi kya..mai khudko tadapake marungi..bahot beer piungi,es jeene ka koi matib nai..mai beer piti thi to vaha nitin aata tha..usne mere beer pite time ke sab photo nikal liye hai,usne mujhe beer chhodneko kaha..par MAI SIRF KHUDKO SAJA DENA CHAHTI HU...mujhe kisipe bharosa nahi hai,to mai shadi karke aur fasna nahi chahti hu..aage ka pata nahi bas ji rahi hu......ok, FRIENDS
Please do reply me.
Jayashri

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